I know everyone is posting this photo, but SHIT! I want to do it too. 

Now WT16 is over right? It’s so sad, but at the same time I feel so proud of our boys…

As many people know, I couldn’t go to see them and although it hurts me a lot I feel very happy for all the people who could see them, especially one of my best friends, Teke, owner of GG (hey, you deserve and I’m sure you were there for me too, no one did it for me and I will be eternally grateful).

To be honest I have no words to describe my feelings about all this. I feel like a fool, but every time I look at them and see how they are realizing their dreams, I feel like my own dreams were being realized.

They are my inspiration in recent years … and every time I think about quitting, I just look for all these pictures glued on the wall of my bedroom. I know my boys had a hard time, and I see where they are now. This gives me strength, it moves me.

Thanks to these five men I met three girls that I consider today as my best friends and even though we never met in person (we talk only on internet) I know I have these three girls with me forever.

If I could say something to the GazettE now, I would say:

Thanks the GazettE. Thanks for giving me so many good things, for singing about real feelings, for all the times you made me cry and for all the times you made me feel fear, but also for all the times you made me smile like a fool (as I’m smiling looking at this photo), thank you for being part of my life. Keep going for a long time if that is your wish, and you can be sure that even many years from now I’ll still be here, being a silly fan who cries and smiles for all little things you do.

Now, another mov. is finished and the PROJECT:DARK AGE is heading for its end. I can’t deny I’m apprehensive, but anyway I’m looking forward to the next surprise! ♥