I travelled all the way from Greece so I was kind of shaking out of nervousness. We went there at 8 in the morning and there were already 50 people! There were even fans that slept there for three days. That’s pretty cool. I was impressed.

We were put in lines and made to wait until 17:30. It was fine, we walked a little around and spent our time. I was dressed very little (heads up to mister Aoi) and it started s n o w i n g. Here in Greece was like 30 celsius degrees and then we just froze. The lines were ruined after some point and we were made to wait in another new line. Apparently it was changed too and we rushed there.

During the meet and greet, I went blank. I had a drawing of Ruki with me and I needed to give it to him. I walked in and they were just SO beautiful. Pictures can’t describe how amazing they looked. I shook Uruha’s hand and his hands were so big and warm. I said “Thank you, you are amazing!” And he smiled and thanked me in return. Then off to Kai, he was so cute and smiling and told him that he was the best, in which he thanked me too. However, my eyes run over to Ruki and I freaked out. He looked so mighty! He just made you feel awe. I handed him my drawing and tried to say ‘It’s a drawing. I made this for you. I hope you like it.’ But my voice didn’t come out. My lips moved but it DIDN’T come out. He said it was good and thanked me. I started crying so I pulled away quickly and heard him chuckling cutely with Kai. Then, I went to Reita. He looked so BEAUTIFUL and manly. I shook his warm hand and just… I don’t know. My biggest regret was Aoi. I cried so much that I only shook his hand and didn’t look at his beautiful face. I pulled away quickly and he was like 'Hey!’ Because I was crying but I left.

Getting in the live room, me and @kathyboug were crying RIVERS for about 40 minutes. We got first row to the far left side, in front of Aoi and Reita. Ruki spoke some very basic French. Ruki loved teasing us with his hips and dance. He looked amazing and so sinful. His small performance during ominous with the lantern killed me. He looked so dramatic. Aoi also teased us a lot. He was smiling all over. We looked into each other’s eyes and then he smiled and shook his head in his familiar way. I died a bit. At some point he seemed to be in a huge pain and kept hanging his hand. It was also bandage wrapped. He had lost so much muscle, I’m really afraid about his health right now. Uruha was far away but he looked so sexy. During Hyena, he fan-serviced with Ruki somewhat, but I think that Ruki barely touched his neck.

Reita was out birthday boy and he came on stage during the encore and was like “Thank you so much. I don’t really now how to say this in English. I guess that the only words that can express my feelings is 'I love you.’” He was such a sweetheart. He came to our side and kept pointing at himself, as if saying to make noise for him. He kept flashing his tongue, A LOT. At the start of the concert he and Ruki smiled widely at each other. Then, at the encore (I think) they kind of bumped together. Ruki also came to our side during 'TOMORROW NEVER DIES.

I was just staring at him… And as soon as the live ended, we cried our eyes out. A staff member told us 'Are you VIP? And we said yes. Then, he asked if we wanted to see them and he gave us directions to their backstage. However, said its forbidden so we just left. This was seriously the best day ever.

Now, sad part was that Aoi was probably taking so much time backstage because his hand was aching. They took forever to come back out, to the point that we got worried.

Nothing can describe my feelings right now. Everything was worth every cent I gave for this. I just love them so much and I crave to see them again.